On Sat, 2 Jul 2022 15:53:40 -0700 (PDT), Tom Kunich
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cycl...@gmail.com> wrote:
>I've spent almost my entire life in science and not one of these people even know what I'm talking about.
I thought you might like to know that I read your toxic tantrum, three
times. There is nothing in it that I want to comment on. However, I
would like to offer a suggestion. Even if everything you wrote were
true, and that everyone you mentioned fails to meet your rigorous
standards of excellence, your opinion of their failings has no effect
on your abilities, performance, knowledge, achievements, honesty,
employment, or military history. Those will remain unchanged no
matter what anyone else does or says. You can't fix your problems by
complaining about someone else's problems. When you belittle someone,
you do not magically become a better person. Other people and things
may change, but you are still the same Tom that you were before you
unloaded your frustrations on RBT, unless you change your ways.
I can't tell if you cannot or will not stop lying. It could be
compulsive lying or it might be intentional lying to attract attention
to yourself. Maybe a mix of both. Since you can't or won't help
yourself, you're going to need help. Normally, I suggest a
psychiatrist. However, you are apparently a member of a church.
Presumably, you trust and respect your minister. Tell him everything
and make sure it's the truth. If you slip and accidentally lie, stop,
apologies, and correct yourself. If he's concerned for your soul, he
will understand. Confess your sins, unload your guilt, and be
prepared for a long and painful recovery. If you can't unload
everything in one confession, then do it in stages. If you can't live
a righteous life, then at least you can prepare for a righteous exit.
Good luck.